freakin' on: melanin
i just attempted to lay out in the back yard. i was out there for an agonizing 20 minutes per side WITH maui babe on, and i barely got any color. i'm seriously the palest person i know. seriously. as of late, i've really come to accept my skin tone... it helps to have a significant other who is appreciative of it. so i don't know why, but the last two weeks my pastyness has really been bothering me. i don't really notice it when i'm getting ready or whatever, but as soon as i leave the house and i look down to see two icicles hanging out of my skirt... well i get a little self conscious.
i thought i would attempt to do something about it... but i'm thinking i may just go get a tan misted on. as far as i am concerned, there is little difference between the weather in "the valley," los angeles, and the weather in "the valley," phoenix. it is unbearable, and no sane person should try to lay out in the summer in either location. especially if all it is going to accomplish is making you light headed.
i'm going to go melt now.