thanksgiving: pros and cons
pros:
#1 - not working
#2 - food
#3 - wine
#4 - football (go wildcats!)
cons:
#1 - calling your ex to wish him a happy thanksgiving and then having him not return your call. the consequences of which are a weekend-long pout followed by accusatory instant messages on monday that turn into a day's worth of rehashing the past during which you are a sobbing mess and he reminds you that you are completely insane. this is followed up with a four hour phone conversation where you, for some ungodly reason, feel the need to explain to him that you still aren't over him and maybe never will be. that you are afraid that it won't ever be better than what the two of you had and are so depressed at the thought that you threw it all away. then you are reminded that you, indeed, made the effort to make it work by telling him you would move 1500 miles to be with him in a city where you know no one and have no job prospects. all you needed was to know that you were the one that he wanted to be with forever, and he couldn't commit to that, so... no go. yet somehow, you end up back where you always do... talking on the phone at midnight and feeling like crap.
i love the holidays. can't wait till christmas.
6 Comments:
Only 1 con??? And you are whining????
Seriously, though, I personally think you need to relax your self-brow-beating a little. The holidays do funny things to everyone. In our society's annual push for happiness, we all start looking at what we have and what we THOUGHT that we WOULD have by now. It's normal.
But you are not insane. And any punk who likes to make you feel otherwise is not worthy of your attention (much less your devotion). So smile, tell him to f#*k off and be happy that Christmas presents are but a few weeks away!
:-D
- your obnoxious neighbor in the Mouse House
wow - really thought that post would scare of any potential commenters. my fans usually prefer me to keep it on the lighter side. you know... coors light, kid rock and the like. who knew?
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I don't know if this was the problem, but maybe you should look into this
I give up trying to post that stupid link (it worked in practice, honest!). Anyway, it's an article about a cell phone that limits drunk dials by analyzing voice patterns or something like that. Google it.
heyyyyyyyyyy - i wasn't drunk! why would you EVER think such a thing?!? =)
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