UPDATE!

so... things have changed since my last post

- i'm now living with my boyfriend
- i no longer speak to aforementioned roommate (see me for details)
- my dad has been in and out of rehab
- my dog is dead
- i have a personal trainer
- i have a therapist
- i'm a year older

some things haven't changed...

- i still hate my job
- i still hate my job
- i still hate my job

so that's about it. sometimes i think about it and i realize that really my life isn't normal... that i've probably dealt with more than the average 25 year old. but then i think that maybe that isn't true. if you asked my therapist, she would probably say that is one of my many problems, minimizing my experiences. that's really interesting giving the title of this blog.

i'm so bored at work lately, that i think i'll take up blogging again. i've had a recent compulsion to share things that should probably remain private. i'm going to ponder over that for a bit. i'm considering starting a NEW blog for that specific purpose. there are a few people that have read this in the past that i'm not sure i would want to be privvy to such information... so i'm going to have to think about whether i should just bite the bullet and lay it all out on the table right here.

in favor of keeping this blog, i haven't posted in so long that no one will know this is here unless i tell them. in favor of starting a new blog, i guess it could be kind of symbolic of an overall fresh start.

what to do, what to do?