setting the record straight.

allright, y'all are aware that i have a certain flare for the dramatic. one minute the world is over, the next it is my oyster. it really leads me to question what's real. as soon as i do that, i realize that nothing's real. that everything is based on my perception. while that may be scary for some, i think it may be the most comforting concept in a time of crisis. whenever things seem shitty, the old adage, "this too shall pass," is only too appropriate.

so the going got tough and this tough, or not-so-tough girl (depending on how you look at it), got going. i got the kick in the pants that i needed, and now things are looking up. i'll soon be unemployed and living with my mother, but at least i'll be out of this oh-so-boring dead end job. like bridget, i decided that "it is time to take control of my life." i guess this qualifies as my diary, so i have that part of it taken care of too.

i've never thought of myself as an effective decision-maker, but i'm attempting to stick firm here. of course there are a lot of reasons to want to stay in LA, and they have surfaced right when i want to leave, but i'm going to choose to have faith that those things (and more) can be found in snottsdale.

so for you arizona folks - put your party shoes on. i don't know how high my chances are of finding any place like barney's or red rock in arizona, but then again... there's no kazimierz or armitage here, and there's nothing like a wine flight.