damn and blast

i'm still too tired from the trip to post anything too interesting and intelligent, but i just wanted to rant a bit.

just got a call informing me that i didn't get this job that i interviewed for last week. it was an extremely big opportunity, and i'm sure because of that i didn't get it. like i said, i'm too tired to get upset about it really, but i'm just starting to get really annoyed that it has now been 3 months since this process began. i'm VERY tempted to just up and quit, but i think that would only make me feel worse in the end. what i MAY do is throw my name into the FOX temp pool. i didn't really want to leave disney, but i think it is coming to that. this is just ridiculous.

in other news, last night i got a massage from a blind woman. my first reaction was, "whoa thats weird. she's blind." my second reaction was, "hey, since she's blind, maybe she'll be more 'in tune' and give a better massage." then she proceeded to leave the room twice during the massage... once to "get something" and another time to go to the bathroom. THEN i didn't even get time tacked on to the massage. BULL SHIT. fucking blind people... trying to rip me off. yeah, that's right. fuck blind people. i can say that cause i know none of you fuckers can read this. NA NA NA NA NA NA!!! hahahahaha.